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I have become a little Glee obsessed and in honor of my new obsession, here is a picture of Kurt....his story has made me cry more than once....


My last two posts were so depressing-after a week of my period, headaches, anger and sadness.......aaaaahhhhhhhh I'm feeling better, more positive, less angry. I swear I need medicated with that stuff they give women with extreme PMS...although I think my meds say they work for that...I don't know. I just know I am not myself that one week a month. I really am not, I am so full of bad "juju" as a friend of mine would say.
My husband arrived home today after four days ice fishing. We actually did really well without him and it was kind of nice to be honest. Of course I missed him, but I also knew he needed a mini vacation. He deserved to have a few days with the guys, on the ice, no cell reception, so he didn't have me calling and nagging him....and I know I do, so I'm not even gonna lie. I was in a decent mood when he arrived home, but that quickly went down the tubes. Matt arrived home tired, hungover, and dirty. I knew he would be dirty, sent him to the shower, hoping he would feel refreshed, but the tired and hungover part PISSED ME OFF. I have been alone with our three children for four days, cleaning the house, cooking, running kids to and fro and you have the nerve to arrive home needing a nap!! ugh! I was so irritated, but this to shall pass. He's sleeping like a baby now and I am sure by morning, I will be over it.
I am really struggling with my schoolwork. It isn't that hard, I am just really sick of going to school. I am burnt out with always having a homework assignment on the back burner, a paper due, a quiz that needs taken, etc....I get so jealous when I picture other moms who only have their kids and their jobs to worry about. Seriously jealous. And I know I have brought this on myself and in the end I will be happy I did it, but in the moment-it's really a huge weight on my shoulders.
As far as exercise, I haven't been doing so great. My kids and I did dance and sing around the kitchen last night, does that count? We were Glee inspired!
I made a dinner tonight that was healthy-I needed to use up some cabbage, so I found this recipe with cabbage, ground beef, tomatoes, onion and brown rice. It was pretty good:)